Saturday, October 11, 2008
Now is one of those times...
Now is one of those times when I just want to cry. In fact, I am crying. I just came from my mom's house in which we had a delicious dinner and superb fellowship, and then my cousin and her daughter came. Don't get me wrong, I love her to death, it's just that he daughter is less than a year old and it makes me miss Abby so much. There is such a deep longing for my baby girl. This is such an intense sadness, it is just hard to explain, and there is not much I can compare it to. I just keep thinking that I should have a daughter who would be a little over two months old at this point. I can't explain what I am feeling right now.
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Hi Holly, I found your blog in reading Sasha's. I am sorry for your pain today. Never apologize for being sad. You will always love and miss Abby! I can only imagine the pain and loneliness that may cause you. Did you ever go to Angelmoms.com. There is a live chat there with Moms just like you. It helped my Sister when she lost Shane. We are always thinking of you hurting with you. Hoping for more joy and children to come, but not without forgetting your dear sweet Abby. Bridget
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