I thought I would update briefly while Donovan is sleeping. Things are going well-I absolutely love having a son. I love being a mother-although sometimes it is still quite hard to adjust. I love cuddling with him and loving on him and just watching him as he sleeps. I am so thankful for him.
My mind keeps wandering though because it is almost August 4-Abby's birthday. I keep thinking about what it would be like to have her instead of Donovan or how life would be different with two. I am not quite sure really what to think about everything. I just hope to get through the next couple of weeks still sane. I just get overcome sometimes with a deep deep sadness. I guess that is to be expected, but it just hurts terribly. I am very thankful for Caleb also-without him beside me this whole time, I think I would be a bigger mess than I am sometimes!
I am trying to keep up with housework. I think the hardest part to keep up with is laundry. I wonder what it would be like if my washer and dryer was on the main floor instead of the basement. I really dread having to go down there to do laundry, so I put it off until everything is basically overflowing! (Like now) So, I am going to go start a load and get that going-hopefully I can get it all done in 2-3 loads. I am debating when Jeremy moves out to see if Caleb will turn that back closet into the washer and dryer area. I think that would be nice, but I don't know if I want to lose that closet space. I guess we will see.
Not too much else is happening. I would like to ask some prayer of you all if you think about it. I am currently struggling with keeping up with my Bible reading and such because it seems that my plate is full. But I know I have time because I am using some right now! For some reason I am just choosing to do this instead. If anyone has any helpful advice on how to handle everything in one day in an organized manner, that would be great!
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